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I want to get the word “Love” tattooed on me, I want it done in my Nana’s hand wrighting.
I’m thinking of getting it either along the side of my wrist or along my colar bone I want it to be somewhare where I can see it when ever I want to.
I Fucking hate this.
He has so much control over me. Hecan hurt me so much so quickly then I feel guilty for upsetting him even tho he sat there calling me a Cunt, Sarcastic bitch and question my honesty and loyalty.
Sometimes I hate that I love him, and sometimes I don’t even know why I do. But it’s something I can’t stop, my heart has beaten my brain in this battle and I think that’s how it will always be with me.
The part that hurts the most tho, is the questioning of my morality. He can not trust, because the first girlfriend slut took that away from him. Because of her deception, he believes every woman in his life is going to cheat.He can not rely on blind faith and trust, He needs tangible proof. Proof I can not supply.
Hehas such control over me. Hecan hurt me so much so quickly. He also has the ability to heal those wounds in equal time. One apology from himhas the ability to move mountains.
Though his words aren’t always sincere and kind, they somehow work their way into my heart and fix the fresh wounds. They envelope my heart, and though my brain still remembers the harsh words he took with me a moment ago. My heart is quick to quit the brain and only focus on the words that make it okay. The words that some how justify the harsh attitude he can take so quickly.
With the justifications my heart keeps making this vicious cycle of pain and forgiveness will continue. It will continue until my heart can’t take anymore, or my brain can overpower my heart. But until then,He will have control.
I fucking hate this.
My mom and I are going to be getting tattooed together :)
I’m super excited! Shes getting a dog print on her foot and i’m getting one on the back of my neck. All proceeds of these tattoos go to a charity that gets dogs off the streets rehabilitates them and finds them forever homes.
I can’t wait!
I’m going to be getting a paw print tattoo, The money for it all goes to an organization that rescues and rehabilitates doggies and finds them loving forever homes.
I’m getting mine in memory or my favorite dog Pippin who was put down 4 years ago (I was told she had a heart attack, and I’m still mad at my parents for lieing about this). I just can’t think of ware to put it. Its going to be just a slimple paw print, probably all black
Any suggestions?
I have decided, On April 27th I’m getting a tattoo. Just a simple paw print, its by donation and all proceeds go to ARRF (Animal rescue and Rehabilitation Fund). I figure hey, I love doggies, the money is going to a wonderful cause why not?
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Seriously my life depends on me going to Italy, I don’t care how long it takes I need to go there and experience the beautiful culture.



